My family had started withdrawing from me the moment it became clear I was going to keep my baby and raise her alone.
Maisie’s father, Derek, had left before she was born. He had said he wasn’t ready, which was a coward’s way of saying he wanted to keep his life uncomplicated, and there was nothing uncomplicated about a woman who refused to erase the future growing inside her. He vanished quietly, which somehow made it worse. No screaming fight, no dramatic betrayal to point at, just absence. A phone that stopped returning calls. A door that never reopened.
When I told my family, I had expected grief, worry, maybe anger on my behalf.
What I got was something colder.
My mother’s mouth had tightened. My father had gone quiet. Brinn had said, “Wow,” in that tone people use when they want credit for not saying something meaner. Kyle had immediately asked what I was going to do “about the situation,” as if I were discussing a traffic ticket instead of a child.
