At 71, nobody wanted to hire me.Every morning, I’d drop the three older kids at school and Rosie at daycare. Then I’d work until 2 p.m. Pick them up. Make dinner. Help with homework. And read bedtime stories.
Six months passed like that. Slowly, painfully, we started to find a rhythm. But the grief never left. It just learned how to sit quietly in the corner.
I told myself every day that I was doing enough. That keeping them fed and safe was enough.
But deep down, I wondered if I was failing my grandchildren.
The grief never left.