I didn’t want neighbors watching. I didn’t want to wake my mother. I didn’t want anyone to see me standing there, bleeding and shaking and unwanted, with a newborn in my arms.
So I did the only thing I could.
I ordered an Uber and went to my sister Marissa’s apartment.
That night, I didn’t sleep. I sat on her couch, watching my daughter’s tiny chest rise and fall, trying to understand how a man who had kissed my forehead in a delivery room could turn me away without opening a door.
By morning, the shock had faded—and something colder had taken its place.