Obinna is still sitting on the edge of the bed, his wedding shirt half unbuttoned, his expression calm in the dim yellow light. Too calm. That calmness frightens you more than panic would have. Panic you could understand. Panic would mean regret, confusion, accident. Calm means intention.
“Why?” you whisper again, but the word breaks in half on the way out.
He lowers his eyes, and the movement is so natural that it almost makes you hate him. For a year, you learned his silences the way other women learn the lines of a lover’s face. You learned what his pauses meant, what his hands meant, what the set of his mouth meant when he was trying not to burden you with his sadness. Now all of those memories begin to tilt sideways, like paintings sliding off their nails.
“Because,” he says quietly, “if I had told you, you would have run.”
You let out a laugh that doesn’t sound like laughter at all. It sounds like glass under a shoe.
“So you lied instead.”
