Not once.
I never understood it.
He missed Hawaii openly when I was little.
He’d talk about rainstorms, fruit from roadside stands, the sound of birds before sunrise.
He missed Hawaii openly when I was little.
Then, as I got older, I noticed Mom’s reactions.
She’d get quiet.
Or leave the room.
Once, after Dad mentioned wanting to see the ocean there again, she put her plate in the sink so hard I thought it might crack.Later, I confronted him.
As I got older, I noticed Mom’s reactions.