You are only twenty-four, three days into a housekeeping job you desperately need, and already you know the rules of places like this. You do not bring your problems into view. You do not create inconvenience. You do not let the people above you remember you exist unless your work is flawless enough to please them or your mistake is large enough to cost you your place.
Today, against every instinct you have, your life has spilled into the open.
“Please, Ava,” you whisper again, pacing the long upstairs corridor with her tucked against your chest. “Baby, please.”
Her tiny face is red with distress. Her fists open and close in frantic little spasms. You have tried the bottle, checked her diaper twice, rubbed her back, hummed the same lullaby your mother used to hum when storms rattled the windows of your childhood apartment in Queens. Nothing helps. If anything, the crying is getting sharper.
At the far end of the hallway, two other housekeepers exchange a glance.
One of them, Gloria, older and not unkind but tired in the way long service makes people tired, approaches you carefully. “Maybe she has gas.”
