“You talked to her about me?” I asked.
He shrugged slightly.
“She knows how to handle you.”
Handle me.
Behind me, Rachel inhaled sharply. My chest felt hollow, yet my mind had never been clearer. I thought about every moment in the past year I had explained away: Ethan laughing when my mother mocked my career, Ethan telling me I was “too sensitive,” Ethan insisting I should apologize after every family argument just to keep the peace.