“Piper?” he said. His voice was tight. “You need to come in immediately.” My hand slipped. The bowl cracked against the sink. “Is Letty okay?” “She’s safe,” he said quickly. Too quickly. “But six men came in together asking for her by name. My secretary thought we needed security.” Three months earlier, another careful male voice had told me my husband, Jonathan, was gone. “Who are they?” “They said Jonathan’s old plant. Letty heard his name and refused to leave the office. Piper, she’s safe, but everyone’s emotional. You need to come now.” He hung up. I stood there, staring at my phone while the water ran. Letty’s backpack was gone. Jonathan was dead. And fear, I had learned, never waited for permission.
The night before, I’d found my daughter standing barefoot in front of the bathroom mirror. “Letty?” I’d knocked once. “Honey, can I come in?” She stood there with kitchen scissors in one hand and a ribbon-tied bundle of hair in the other. Her hair was hacked to her shoulders, crooked and jagged, and her chin was shaking. I glanced at the floor first, then back at her. “Letty… what did you do?” She lifted her shoulders like she was bracing for impact. “Don’t be mad.” “I’m trying very hard to start somewhere before mad.” That got the tiniest breath out of her, but her eyes filled anyway. “There’s a girl in my class named Millie,” she said. “She’s in remission, but her hair still hasn’t grown back right. Today the boys laughed at her in science. She cried in the bathroom, Mom. I heard her.” Letty held up the ribboned hair. “I looked it up. Real hair can go into wigs. And mine won’t be enough by itself, but maybe it can help.” “Baby…” “I know it looks awful.” “Like you fought hedge clippers and barely won,” I said. She laughed once, then wiped her face with the palm of her hand. “Was it stupid?” Jonathan had lost his hair in clumps on a pillowcase. Letty had never forgotten it. Neither had I. I crossed the room, took the scissors from her, and pulled her into my arms. “No,” I whispered. “No, sweetheart. Your dad would be so proud of you. I know I am.” She cried against my shoulder for a little while, then leaned back. “Can we fix my hair? I look like a founding father.”
