I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t speak.
Let’s go back a few hours, because none of this makes sense without the rest.
I couldn’t breathe.
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That morning, our little house smelled of vanilla frosting and other treats. I’d been up since 6 a.m., stringing paper lanterns across the porch railing and trying to hum instead of cry.
Hannah was turning 18! My baby. The one Luke had given everything for.
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I’d been up since 6 a.m.