She grabbed her jacket, the only warm thing she owned, and walked through the front door into the dark. The screen door banged shut behind her with a sound like a period at the end of a sentence. She walked three miles to the Greyhound station. The next bus south didn’t leave until morning, and the station was locked. So she sat on the bench outside in the cold and watched her breath make ghosts in the air and put her hands on her stomach and said the first thing she’d ever said directly to the life inside her.
I’m going to figure this out. I promise. By morning she’d made a plan. Not a good one. Not even a real one. More like a direction south away from Grant’s Pass into the mountains because mountains were free and nobody owned them. She’d heard about people living off-rid in the Cascades. people who didn’t bother anyone and weren’t bothered in return.
That sounded like paradise to a girl whose entire life had been spent being bothered. She spent $14 on a bus ticket to a small town called Prospect at the edge of the national forest. She spent another eight on water and crackers at a convenience store. She walked past the last house on the last road heading east.
And then she kept walking until the road became a trail, and the trail became a suggestion, and the suggestion became nothing but trees and silence. That was 3 days ago. Now she was bleeding from a branch cut on her cheek. Her back was a canvas of purple and black from Dale’s boots. And the October air carried the kind of cold that doesn’t just chill you, it enters you, settles in behind your ribs, and starts whispering that stopping would feel so much better than going.
But Nola kept going. She’d learned things in 3 days that no classroom had taught her. She’d learned that creeks run downhill, which meant following one uphill led to higher ground and away from the valley where people might look for her. She’d learned that pine needles packed thick enough held warmth better than bare ground.
