In truth, I had checked my phone.
Vanessa had texted me six times.
“Are you still there?”
“Is she asleep?”
“I miss you.”
“Send me a picture of the baby.”
I hadn’t replied immediately. I was terrified and thrilled and ashamed all at once.
But I had eventually stepped outside the maternity ward and called her.
I remembered whispering, “I can’t talk long.”
I remembered Vanessa laughing softly and saying, “You sound like a daddy now.”